coriek99

My first big print, I plan to make more soon so I can start selling them. Do not steal.

Hello, and welcome to my page. I feel like I need to update everything do to the amount of cringe I used to post. Also, it looks like a kid wrote most of it. I've been pretty lazy in changing everything, I also noticed I haven't uploaded any new pieces I have made in the past years. I will work on doing so, hopefully, this week or this weekend. Or I'll forget and when I come back on I'll see this post be like, oh, I need to do this, but then I won't lol. Personally just wanted to give an update on everyone that watches me.

First off, thank you, everyone! I welcome all new watchers and thank you so much I really appreciate it. Also, I will do my best to watch everyone back, if I haven't yet, let me know! I will. I love supporting everyone's creations and seeing everyone's work. I don't come on often but when I do, I try my best to check out everyone's work. I love you guys and just can't thank you enough.

So I know no one asked but I'm going to give you a taste of my life, and what's been up. Earlier this year I was diagnosed with BPD, everything made sense growing up, and when I was in school. I also have a very high chance of having ADHD, I plan on getting an evaluation again, (had one back in 2010). I've been seeing a new therapist that I really connect with, getting on the right medication has been struggling for a very long time. I've been on and off so many, they all stop working after a while. I am trying to find courage in myself to push on. So much has happened this year and last year. COVID has made it hard to meet new people but since I live in a small state where everyone knows everyone it's hard.

I guess this is more of a vent, my family plans on moving over a state, I plan on going with them and starting over. I am currently unemployed (I am not receiving benefits I was a part-time worker when all this happened). I recently started college this summer, my dream is to be a therapist, I love helping people. I want to give love and support to everyone, people need people like that in their lives. It's a wonderful feeling knowing you have someone to lean, someone to listen and care.

I've been trying to find myself, who I am, I know what I want to become. I've been really depressed lately, it's like time is slow. I want to start writing stories again online, I want to at some point sell prints of my art. I've had my online friends as for prints, I would like to start the process at some point. I'm still just dipping my toes in the college waters, I'm only taking 2 classes in fall, (I took one in summer), the 2 classes I'm taking are Psychopathology and Social Psychology. I have to take these classes in order to start working towards my degree. I already have my college textbooks, so far I've only had to pay full price for one, ($30USD) for my social psychology class. The other textbook for my psychopathology class I got for free as a PDF, it cost originally ($100USD) yeah I'm not paying for that. Also, my first class was Intro to Psychology, the textbook I got in the google play store for ($3USD), not kidding super cheap.

I'm really enjoying college so far and I got my first A in my first class. I want to have perfect grades so I can make up for barely passing school. I want to be an honor stupid, that would be super cool. Also, college is online too. I plan to finish one more college HW assignment before starting on notes and or taking a break. I didn't expect to have homework due before classes even started. Feels like summer school all over again. I also use discord a lot.

If anyone wants to chat let me know. If I learn anything cool in classes I will make sure to update, also if I learn useful things I will share them as well. Getting a better mental state shouldn't cost money and I PERSONALLY think the US should have a free education in college and uni. I would love to go to uni but that's expensive as hell. Heck, the community college I'm going to is expensive. There are community colleges over a state that are up to $3,000 to $5,000 cheaper. Like, I wanna go there.

I've been working on some new digital art, I spend almost all my time on Reddit or looking at a wall, and sometimes you can find me on nature walks in the woods smoking some pot. Helps with my PTSD, anxiety, and paranoia. <---- it's insane. Anyway, so yeah I might be moving and starting over. Plan to be a therapist. On the hunt for a medication that can work and I hope to meet more people.

I've made some penpals on Reddit and we have been sending letters, gotta support the postal system, Trump is a piece shit human being, you can't change my mind and I can't feel bad for someone who does horrible things. I heard he had a shitty childhood but that doesn't excuse his actions. People can come out of abuse and become better people, who also may struggle a lot but they're doing their best and that's what matters. Or people come out as shitty people, I know crappy people can change, but you have to take the first step in the right direction. Like seeking support, the first step is realizing you need to change, you want to be a better person, it's a long road but it's worth it.

Sorry for the trump thoughts and rambling. My views, my life and how it be. I hope everyone has a fantastic day and or night! Stay hydrated, wear a mask, social distance, and spread positivity.

Side note, I got Minecraft shaders.